Oh my gosh, several things happened that I needed to deal with and weren't easy. I hadn't eaten breakfast so I was feeling the effects of blood sugar changes. I looked around and got overwhelmed with the mess I'd left after working outside at a garden job most of the day and in the hot sun so I was worn out. And I sold the Merc yesterday and did a few things around here and wiped out early. I could feel my brain overloaded and starting to shut down, GABA always helps and I got my protein shake and Ezekiel toast ready.

But I'm not going to let that stop me. I'll finish dealing with what's left to do, clean up and get started even though I feel the effects of the overwhelmed stressful feeling of my body shutting down and wanting to sleep. I'll push past through it. Help me Lord.

I have a kink in my right shoulder, but I won't let that pull me away from my goal and do a few stretches and deep breathing.

2:30 Update
So I got the house straightened up, made some phone calls, did laundry, exercised a little and did deep breathing. I got the room ready and am working on the clothes with resolve. Everytime I begin to think about what I'm going to do with 'such and such' and I haven't even taken it out of the closet, I grab that thought and let it go since I'm not there yet. I'll just deal with one thing at a time. I'm looking forward to less because less is more.

Goal: go through my clothes in the closet and separate into groups...

-to keep currently in my closet so items are neat and organized

-to store for a future use (I'll be very careful about this one) and how to store it

-to give away

-to sell

That sounds simple and I hope it is simpler than I feel it's going to be, but I want to be free.